pet bulls adrift

Friday, June 27, 2008 :::

It has been about 18 months since I was last here. Steep had been gone for a short time and I was missing her ... I still am..but it is not the sobbing missing but the dull ache missing that I live with now. Life goes on...even when sometimes you wish it wouldn't.

Funny that this post is sounding so dark because I am not feeling so dark but there you have it maybe I just AM dark.

There have been large life moments that I haven't talked about here and I feel bad about that. So many good things have happened in my life and yet I just seem to write about the sad...so here is to the good.

Kye ,my 21 month old, as he was nursing to sleep this afternoon said "diaper on penis" and I laughingly said "yes, your diaper is on your penis " and then he looked up at me and with smirking eyes he nodded his head and said "diaper on Big, BIG penis" and giggled. Who knew it would start this early?