Friday, May 23, 2003 :::
 
So honey is gone. He went back to his internship in Atlanta. I miss him but he'll be back again in a week.
I'm feeling blch. I'm just not happy with me and i can't seem to motivate myself to do something about it.
hopefully this funk will pass soon and I'll be able to get my butt in gear. but who knows. This could last forever.

i may never get out of bed again...

::: posted by michele-lee at 8:09 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2003 :::
 
Its Sunday and I am worn out.
Weekends are supposed to recharge me and it never fails that I am more tired on Sunday than i ever am on Friday. Why is that?

I think it comes from trying to live your whole life in 2 or 3 days. The funny thing is I live an alternative lifestyle : I don't have to live my whole life on the weekends. I work at home so that I can be around my family and still it is so ingrained in me that i try to fit as much life as possible into 2 days.

I will work on that. I need to realize that my life is cumulative. Every moment counts not just Friday evening to Sunday evening.
I promise i'll try to keep that in mind as I go about my days.

My honey is home for the weekend. Its been wierd living alone for these past 5 weeks. It is even stranger having another human living in the house with me again!


I love having him around but it was quite nice not to have to do the dishes or hang up the clothes since there was no one else here. And while you shouldn't take from that that either of us are neat ( we are most definitely the opposite of neat) I do try to be neater when he is here!

Of course I shouldn't get used to him being here. He's gone again on Wednesday. He'll come home for one more week at the beginning of June and then he's off again for 6 weeks in Michigan. I have no idea how military families do it.

The car has returned. 500 bucks but she is back and she works. I felt stranded without her. I never thought I would be so dependant on having a car. I grew up in NYC and i didn't learn how to drive until I was 22. Public Transportation was my middle name. Now I'm spoiled.

Oh and i'm still having withdrawal pains from Dawson's Creek. Will it ever stop?



::: posted by michele-lee at 5:04 PM